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Fightn4life
Quit Date: October 23, 2003
Posts: 1573 Location: Loysburg, PA
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Posted: November 26, 2005 1:41 PM Post subject: Miracle or happenstance? |
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I posted this in my online Diary and wanted to share it with all of you, I feel wonderful today and want to thank everyone for all your prayers and special healing thoughts.
I had the most awesome experience yesterday;
Those of you that know I was in a roll over accident on November 3 know I have been healing from a head injury. I have told my Dr. this is me that has a never-ending surge of fragmented thoughts, not from the blow to head. Ok, so I was trapped in the Blazer and have little to no recollection of the time span from the time I left the road, rolled down the hill, was trapped as they cut the top of the Blazer off, and most disappointing have no memory of the helicopter ride. Blast those black outs.
Each day my mind is sharper and the grey world I have been treading in and out of is diminishing, I believe in part to me making the decision to stop taking prescription drugs for pain that I believe sent me in a chemical world of haze.
A few days ago, I had one of my worst days ever, a headache so bad I found myself laying on the couch with a pillow over my head. Was I trying to suffocate myself? Hum, just a thought.
The next morning I decided to work at healing myself through meditation and mind power with the grace of God. I got up dressed even put on shoes for the first time in weeks and made up my mind to get moving. I cleaned the house, top to bottom, listening to awesome music blasting from the stereo. It felt wonderful.
The next day I started the same routine, getting cleaned up, dressed, and forced my body to get moving. I started back with my past Yoga program, just a little to be sure; nausea or dizziness did not overcome me. I then went out and took a walk.
The Thanksgiving holiday was nice, I didn't forget to turn off the burner or put the coffee pot in the refrigerator. The haze seemed to be lifting as I worked my way through many pages of "Word Find," as suggested by my Dr.
Yesterday I took the big leap and followed an hour segment of Yoga, no pain, just an awesome feeling of knowing my body had survived the rollover. I still believe angels were all around me the day of the accident.
I felt the desire to locate a new vehicle, and remembered the man that sold me my last Blazer, his card was still under a magnate on the refrigerator and taking the chance he might still be employed at the car-lot I gave him a call.
Here is where it gets eerie, he remember us from two years ago and asked if I was ready to trade in my Blazer on a newer model. Well not exactly, I told him explaining I had destroyed my last one that was paid off and fully insured.
He told me a Blazer was traded for a newer model earlier that day, the same make, model, year, color, and the exact mileage that mine had on it when I purchased it two years ago. The asking price is lower than my payout from the insurance company and the pervious owners are local people that bought their twin to my Blazer the same week we had purchased ours. The difference was mine had 40 thousand more miles at the time of the accident as I have taken several long distance trips.
We talked a while about the newer Trail Blazers, prices and whatnot. I told him I would give him a call when we made our final decision. Thinking of driving a newer Blazer sounded enticing but the twin to my Blazer that was on the offering table felt right. I could pay for it; have sales tax, transfer tags and still a few extra bucks left over.
You guessed it, we decided on the purchase of the 2002 twin Blazer.
I called the sales rep back and a deal was made; I can pick the Blazer up sometime next week providing I will be released to return to the humdrum of normal life.
It felt wonderful having the pressure of buying a replacement to my ride off my mind and to quiet my quickening heartbeat I went for a walk to our mailbox. Our mail isn't right outside our door, at the end of the trail leading to our home, or in a post office box, it is about a quarter of a mile up and down the gravel road we live off.
What an awesome walk, as I have been holed-up in this place for over three weeks and sights of the winding road, spacious fields, wildlife on the run, changing landscapes from the top of the mountain, and the dirt road crunching under my steps was exhilarating.
My only regret during my meditating walk is knowing I killed off my new Blazers twin, Lord I hope I'll be forgiven.
Sandyz
been free for 766 days! _________________
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
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kevin Site Admin
Quit Date: -
Posts: 9538 Location: cincinnati, oh
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Posted: November 26, 2005 4:08 PM Post subject: |
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well, i sure hope you'll take better care of this one...
that's such a cool story, sandy! _________________
keep choosing life!
kevin
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Cowgirl UP!
Quit Date: July 26, 2004
Posts: 5029 Location: Ala
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Posted: November 27, 2005 12:46 AM Post subject: |
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You are just amazing Sandy....enjoy your new ride...
Kay _________________
All with a little help from my friends, COWGIRL UP |
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LadyHouck
Quit Date: January 4, 2004
Posts: 195 Location: Texas
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Posted: November 27, 2005 1:17 AM Post subject: |
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I am so glad to hear you are getting back to normal. You mentioned the word eerie and I have to say that when I looked at the picture of your new ride, it was eerie for me. My aunt was involved in a bad wreck last weekend that totaled her blazer and it looked identical to yours. Fortunately no one was injured in the accident. Maybe November is a bad month for blazers! LOL
Thanks for updating. I have been following your progress but haven't had time to post. I will continue to pray for you. _________________
Tonya
3+ years!
Inside me lives a skinny woman crying to get out. But I can usually shut her up with cookies.
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Barbara K.
Quit Date: December 23, 2004
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Posted: November 27, 2005 12:30 PM Post subject: |
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Hi Sandy,
I'm glad to hear you are getting out and have gotten another blazer.
Blessings, _________________
Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn arouind and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.
Blessings,
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Fightn4life
Quit Date: October 23, 2003
Posts: 1573 Location: Loysburg, PA
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Posted: November 27, 2005 3:33 PM Post subject: |
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Thanks Kevin I will try my best to take care of this one, I got to thinking yesterday, "AM I CRAZY?" The same make, model,...then I thought I should feel blessed. No blasted car payments.
LadyHouck, now that is eerie, if I had heard your story before I made the deal I might have thought twice. Do those Blazers have a target on them somewhere? Weird huh. Thanks for all your prayers.
Thanks Cowgirl, I do hope you are feeling better. Those blues, how I dislike coming in and out of those moods. (Mostly in)
Barbara, thanks I am still a tiny bit worried about driving but that too will pass.
Sandyz
2 + years of choosing life _________________
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
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kannprint
Quit Date: April 10, 2004
Posts: 4988 Location: St. Louis, MO
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Posted: November 27, 2005 8:45 PM Post subject: |
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Dear Sandy,
I do believe in miracles and feel you were meant to have an identical Blazer to drive. Your previous Blazer saved your life (as did the angels surrounding you). You're going to feel safe in your new Blazer too.
My prayers remain with you for a total and complete recovery. God is good! _________________
LIVE WELL, LAUGH OFTEN, LOVE MUCH.
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Leona
Quit Date: June 1, 2017
Posts: 1838 Location: Alpena, Michigan
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Posted: November 27, 2005 9:58 PM Post subject: |
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Sandy,
My dear soulsister we to have a blazer bought it from my son whose this was the second one for as he wrecked the first one a year ago. Hit a lady who stoped in the middle of the road and just sat there. I think he could of avoided the collision but.... he was first time driver so did as well as could be expected. WE were with him. The twin to the one that he wreaked we are driving.. only diff is that one he wreaked was a little older and slightly different color variation then this one. the one that was wrecked had white on it and this one is red. so go figure. We use it all the time. Icey roads andall but then we have over 500 miles a weekend we do every weekend and it comes in handy with the 4 wheel drive as we get SNOW _________________
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londa
Quit Date: July 28, 2004
Posts: 2469 Location: new york, USA
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Posted: November 28, 2005 1:01 PM Post subject: |
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Sandy, God is so good.
Love, Londa _________________
My name is Londa. I am 57 and I act like I'm 20. I love to laugh and smile. The more the better. Being kind to someone is the best thing you can do. |
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Fightn4life
Quit Date: October 23, 2003
Posts: 1573 Location: Loysburg, PA
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Posted: November 30, 2005 7:46 PM Post subject: |
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I picked up my new Blazer yesterday, it was so scary to drive again, but as all things, this too will pass.
Tomorrow is my first day back to work. Full or part time, it depends on how I feel. I am nervous about going back to work too, must just be me shook up a bit. (No pun intended)
Sandyz
2+Years quit _________________
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