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Leona · Posted: February 24, 2010 9:05 PM Post subject: Am in Virginia

I am finally in virginia left the 22nd and didn't make it there till LATE the 23rd. The bus broke down and I got rerouted many times over. What a night mare. I got here and am tired, stiff and very sore. I did get to meet another friend that I have been talking to for 5 - 6 months now. He is also in the Navy and he has been with me through some pretty nasty stuff with the other guy. Rah(not his real name) told me that I would leave Darc( not his real name either) when I was ready and strong enough. Lets hope I am. Because Darc convinced me to buy another bus ticket for anohter woman so that she could be here... cuz she missed him. I wanted this to be him and me and he can talk me into so much stuff ... I can't believe I did this .... we shall see where this goes I may be going home sooner then I intended.
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kevin · Posted: February 25, 2010 6:52 PM Post subject:

sorry you had so much trouble, leona - glad you finally made it safe, though. let us know how you're doing...
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Leona · Posted: February 25, 2010 9:49 PM Post subject:

Well the first night here I got to meet my friend from AllPoetry RAh(not real name) and we spent some nice time together. It was fun. Unfortunately he couldn't stay long. Last night at 4am there was a pounding on my door and it scared me awake. When I opened the door there was Darc( not real name) He spent the rest of the night with me till about 9 am and that was really nice. we did some talking and for the first time in a long time I felt that he was actually honest with me. He will be back Saturday and we wil spend more time together. It will be nice but yes I know I still need to walk away from him. My heart has been shredded to many times. But goddess knows if I can actually do this. We shall see.

Strangest thing happened tonight. I had a knock on my door and when I opened it there was a young black kid.. He asked me if I had a dollar when I told him no(I did but I wasn't going to give it away), then he proceeded to ask me if I had a cigarette. I told him I don't smoke. He said oh and ok and left. I shut my door and then a few minutes later was another knock. I don't know what prompted it but I put the chain on the door this time. I opened to the length that the chain would allow... there again was the black boy. He asked me if I would mind if he used my bathroom... I said itthat yes I would mind. He said ok and left and didn't come back. But that gave me n errie feeling. I will be sleeping witht hte chain on my door tonight.

Leona
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Mary Dude · Posted: February 26, 2010 12:37 AM Post subject:

Be safe...trust your instincts! Take care Leona..
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