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Fightn4life
Quit Date: October 23, 2003
Posts: 1573 Location: Loysburg, PA
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Posted: January 26, 2006 8:54 PM Post subject: Not easy to write/ We lost a child |
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One step two step three step four
Back step back step our life once more
Pain and sorrow through the rain
A thousand miles we drove in vain
Questions many answers nil
With love and faith this void may fill
Seeing loved ones brought the sun
Through tears and laughter hearts as one
To bury our young this should not be
I often question why not me
I know Gods timing is not our own
I sit and ponder and feel alone
The strength I have reserved for loved ones
Standing, kneeling weight upon me feels like tons
Heart beat racing breath is slow
Hubby needs me this I know
Back step back step life once more
Grief and heart ache to the core
A thousand miles back through ice and snow
Healing starts in our life once more.
{{{We returned home last night around 2am, we made the trip without stopping except for gas and food.
The coroners report was inconclusive as to the cause of death accidental or intentional. There was not enough "stuff" in her system to end her young life, she merely stopped breathing. Questions surrounding the investigation may never be answered.
I was in such a hurry to leave Ark for PA it was hard to let every one know about this loss.
Through it all I remained smoke free, although I feel nothing special as my heart is heavy with loss.
I will be back to catch up soon, my heart remains with you all.}}}
Sandyz
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swaneem
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Posts: 1298 Location: Arizona
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Posted: January 26, 2006 9:01 PM Post subject: |
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Sandy,
So very very sorry to hear this sad news. My thoughts and prayers are with you. It's hard to find the words.
Donna _________________
Just when the caterpillar thought his world was
coming to an end..........God made him a
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kannprint
Quit Date: April 10, 2004
Posts: 4988 Location: St. Louis, MO
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Posted: January 26, 2006 9:20 PM Post subject: |
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Oh, my Lord, Sandy. I had no idea what you've been going through. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Wat strength you've shown through all of this. I do so admire you.
Please know that you're never alone. Our Lord is with you and will help you through this very trying time.
Please stay strong and know that you're loved. _________________
LIVE WELL, LAUGH OFTEN, LOVE MUCH.
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Mary Dude
Quit Date: June 15, 2004
Posts: 4803 Location: Pittsburgh, PA
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Posted: January 26, 2006 9:31 PM Post subject: |
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Sandy - You are in my prayers...what sad news... I know there is a hole in your heart - the death of a child is a sorrow no parent should have to endure. I'm so sorry... _________________
Mary D.
Smoke-free one day at a time!
Worry doesn't help tomorrow's troubles, but it does ruin today's happiness! |
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mtwilsonranch
Quit Date: January 20, 2006
Posts: 1863 Location: nevada
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Posted: January 26, 2006 9:47 PM Post subject: |
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Sandy,
I have no words, only prayers for you and your family....
Pam _________________
Right Now, this minute, this hour, this day, I choose not to feed my addiction.... |
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Kerry
Quit Date: May 4, 2004
Posts: 862 Location: Illinois
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Posted: January 26, 2006 10:00 PM Post subject: |
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Sandy I can't even imagine being tested this way. My heart is breaking for you. Take as long as you need to heal and write or pm anytime. I wish you peace. |
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marw
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Posts: 3634 Location: Chicago, IL
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Posted: January 26, 2006 10:07 PM Post subject: |
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Sandy, I am so sorry. I know that there can be no words to truly comfort, but I sent thoughts and prayers anyway. She was so beautiful!!! Please let us know how we can help you in any way at all.
This happened to my aunt last year, except it was her grandson....but his death was definely accidental....he had a Migraine and went to the ER for it, and when he got home, he took the med they gave him....then he never woke up again. His roommate said he thought he heard him get up and take another pill...it's easy to overdose on something when one is in pain. Mostly likely this is also an accidental overdose. I am just so, so sorry. PLease take care of yourself. EVeryone here will be praying for you. _________________
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iwantosing
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Posted: January 26, 2006 10:18 PM Post subject: |
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I am very sorry Sandy. very sorry. peg _________________
My name is Peg, I decided I wanted to sing to the Lord, run with my son, laugh and learn to whistle, the cigs had to go!! Quit Date 3/28/05
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Cowgirl UP!
Quit Date: July 26, 2004
Posts: 5029 Location: Ala
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Posted: January 26, 2006 10:24 PM Post subject: |
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Sandy,
I am so truly sorry for your loss. I am so very proud of your strength in such a time of sorrow...you are truly an amazing woman. I can only imagine the force of such a loss....as I have only came close to losing a child in such a way.... my thoughts and prayers are with you....
Kay _________________
All with a little help from my friends, COWGIRL UP |
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Barbara K.
Quit Date: December 23, 2004
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Posted: January 27, 2006 2:26 AM Post subject: |
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Sandy,
I am so sorry to hear this news. My prayers go out to you and the family.
Blessings,
Barbara _________________
Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn arouind and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.
Blessings,
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jimotter
Quit Date: November 19, 2003
Posts: 2411 Location: Everett Washington
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Posted: January 27, 2006 3:02 AM Post subject: |
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Sandy
My heart is heavy for you, your husband and family. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Jim _________________
Never give up on yourself. We are so worth the effort. Smoking creates nothing but misery for us and those around us. Smoking is socially unacceptable everywhere we go. |
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Pamela
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Posted: January 27, 2006 9:41 AM Post subject: |
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There's nothing anyone can say except that we are so sorry you are going through this.
Kevin has been away, but I'll say it for him...."We'll leave the light on..." and you know that it's alway's on here for you. _________________
FIVE + years of freedom and loving it! |
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alleghany
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Posted: January 27, 2006 10:00 AM Post subject: |
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I am so sorry. _________________
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Quit date: June 6, 2004 |
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Deb
Quit Date: February 5, 2010
Posts: 967 Location: North Carolina (Originally New York)
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Posted: January 27, 2006 10:14 AM Post subject: |
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Sandyz,
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Deb |
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jahunta
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Posted: January 27, 2006 1:00 PM Post subject: |
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(((((((((Sandy)))))))) _________________
Quitting is Living!!!
QD: 2/15/04 |
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